Falling I’m falling I’m falling I’m falling falling falling-
No. I’m in bed. I can’t breathe and there’s a hand on my mouth, but I’m in bed help me
No. That’s my dream too. I’m in bed for real. And it’s morning and I’m supposed to go somewhere.
I feel like spiders are crawling on my face.
BASH YOUR HEAD ON THE WALL IT WILL HELP YOU FEEL BETTER
No. That will not help.
I should scratch myself, that will help!
Maybe I should get out of bed?
NO NO NO
No that’s a bad idea.
Why though? It’s just my bedroom.
I should turn on the television. Ah. Yes. Law and Order. As long as I stay in bed and watch Law and Order wrapped up in my blankets everything is fine.
BANG BANG BANG
No help I’m scared something will hurt me.
No. It’s my mother, annoyed that I’m still in bed.
No? No? Okay, I’ll just stay here. Bye!
I’m hungry. I’ve been in bed for an hour and I’m awake and SO HUNGRY.
So. Okay. The floor is safe. Let’s scuttle to the kitchen
Oh shit what is that
Oh. Dog. Hey buddy I love you you’ll protect me. Here’s a cookie for you. Watch out for shadows.
Okay. Let’s make a healthy breakfast.
…that’s too hard. Let’s pour some cereal.
STOP BEING A LAZY BITCH AND COOK FOOD.
Okay. Chicken sausage and eggs in a low carb wrap with some greens. That’s not so hard. You did it!
…I wanna go back to sleep.
NO GET UP STUPID AND DRINK COFFEE
DO SOMETHING YOU’RE SO USELESS
I don’t want to do that. I’ll take the dog for a walk!
Okay that was a nice walk let’s watch TV.
It’s NOON. DO SOMETHING.
…if I bake a cake does that count? Okay. I’ll do that.
SO USELESS GET A JOB
Well, I’m not going to do that. I’ll just. Sit here. I’m bored.
Too tired to do anything. Let’s eat some fries.
STUPID FAT BITCH
I’m just gonna…watch TV.
Yeah, that’s a morning after a nightmare. This was just an experiment to try and convey through text how it feels in my head without the addition of a speeding heart and mild nausea.